Undone

Not then

I did not

Not now

I know not

Now on

I get it

From back then

Bit by bit

It’s all clear

Through thick and thin

No fear

Burning bright within

It hurt

Quite a lot

Turned dirt

As I fought

Tried not

Death of a heartbeat

T’was mid summer’s noon

I lay thoughtless

Mind wandering into the depths

Of an empty lagoon

There I lay thinking

How deep have I sank?

Why does it hurt so deep even now?

Tears tear you to pieces somehow 

Or is this the price of being so frank?

Reflections

It’s not when you are not here that it hurts so much…

It’s when I know you’ll always be there…and yet….

Like water slipping through my fingers…

The harder I try to hold on….

The faster you seem to slip away…

You are not mine to keep….

I am not yours to weep…

Like every measured heartbeat….

It hurts so deep….

I dare not say anymore…not today…nor tomorrow…

Coz every second spent in your presence was mine to reap…..

I try and reach out …..

But empty space is all that I can feel about….

A simple wish…..

Seems to have been washed away in an early swish…

It’s been long gone now….

With every memory imprinted like a rock…

I graciously walked away with a bow….

But you’ve left with me a key for which there exists no lock....

Me & u

I hold on to your hand
Hopin’ to cleave onto it forever!
It’s in the darkness that I endlessly wait
Hopin’ you’ll pull me out and show me true light!
I could’ve gone crazy
Had this day come never!
Beautiful is what life seems to be…
As long as your within my sight!

Your thoughts make my world spin
I can feel it deep within
And yet it all seems a dream
I wish I could scream!
Days pass by one after another
I hold onto myself…..
Only if I could reach out
And touch u honey….
Feel your arms around me…
Sense your breath upon me…
I cud be drownin' without your love
Makes me wonder…oh u’ll see!
With you I could keep wishing
For another chance, another day…
Yet everytime I look into the mirror
I see myself waitin'…
Waitin’ for that perfect day…
Come what may!!!!!!!!