Finding my way...

I hear a voice inside

It persuades me to abide

By every will untold

To change into a pot of gold

I head towards a pretty road

That unscathed welcomes me aboard

It shows me the path ahead

That I could have easily missed instead

It's not about...

It’s not about moving on
Or forgetting so fast
It’s not about feeling tight

Or regretting the past

It’s not about tumbling over
Or going through hell
It’s not about thinking crazy
Or the one thing you can’t spell

It’s not about just being happy
Or beating time
It’s not about feeling less burdened
Or trying to mime

It’s not about just saying it over and over
Or just keeping quiet
It’s not about reminding yourself
Or expecting what might….

It’s not about hiding oneself
Or showing your strength
It’s not about speaking out
Or walking an unbeatable length

It’s not about wanting to know
Or just being in the dark
It’s not about understanding somehow
Or making your mark

It’s not about meeting once too often
Or looking in the eye

It’s not about staying away
Or breathing a sigh

It’s not about playing around
Or just feeling helpless
It’s not about trying to guess
Or just being reckless

It’s not about being free
Or making it happen
It’s not about finding yourself
Or getting yourself dampen

It’s not about crying out loud
Or listening to that sound
It’s not about waging a war
Or trying to stay aground

It’s not about me writing this way
Or running away
It’s not about me learning to pray
For what the future might lay……….

Me & u

I hold on to your hand
Hopin’ to cleave onto it forever!
It’s in the darkness that I endlessly wait
Hopin’ you’ll pull me out and show me true light!
I could’ve gone crazy
Had this day come never!
Beautiful is what life seems to be…
As long as your within my sight!

Your thoughts make my world spin
I can feel it deep within
And yet it all seems a dream
I wish I could scream!
Days pass by one after another
I hold onto myself…..
Only if I could reach out
And touch u honey….
Feel your arms around me…
Sense your breath upon me…
I cud be drownin' without your love
Makes me wonder…oh u’ll see!
With you I could keep wishing
For another chance, another day…
Yet everytime I look into the mirror
I see myself waitin'…
Waitin’ for that perfect day…
Come what may!!!!!!!!

My saga

I live life today as though I care not

It's about where I am and not where I ought to be
It's beyond the horizon that I seek
The truth that makes me feel weak
I try not to lose myself
Not to be carried away
By the mundane thoughts that envelope me
I look here and there
I know I'll find the key somewhere
Will it lead me to the land of my dreams?
Will it unlock my deepest fantasies?
I have no clue
And yet I slowly close my eyes
Seems like a standstill
I could be looking out of a dark window sill!
Here I am
Waiting....waiting to be awoken
From my deep slumber
U could call it being crazy, being in love, being in a beautiful
dream…..
But I guess that's the way somethings are meant to be!